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by Roundabouts

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1.
Old Eyes 03:12
The shades are open As we wait for morning A standing invitation To see a Technicolor dream Those days behind us Always will remind us We’re never moving forward If we continue to rewind In stride with the sun on its rise We’re watching it with old eyes Memories don’t fade away They glow ‘til our dying day Oh, bittersweet reverie Memories don’t fade away Waist deep, the river Pushes us, but we fight upstream Let’s reach out, rediscover the source Back where we could let our smiles soar Neck deep, the current Caught in the ebb and flow of the notion That the sun burned brighter back when we were younger We gotta find a silver lining Memories don’t fade away They glow ‘til our dying day Oh, bittersweet reverie Memories don’t fade away In stride with the sun on its rise We’re watching it with old eyes
2.
Soul 04:03
Take me back (I’ll travel with you now) Take my hand (I’m walking with you now) Hold me back (There’s nothing stopping you) Hold me down (I won’t let go of you) And we can fall in love Fall in love One night, Or the rest of our lives. Baby, come on And I’ll hold you close Don’t let me go For the rest of our lives. Baby, come on All my life I’ve been searching and searching All my life And now we’re standing here Don’t move too fast Breathe it in and then I take my chance Coming to a close like a paragraph Countless moments coalesce at last Touch your cheekbone. You feel that tingle? Yeah. I’m nervous too, girl Write the check and pay the debt to loneliness You don’t owe me. Just hold me And we can fall in love Fall in love One night, Or the rest of our lives. Baby, come on I felt it in my soul When I met you
3.
Stay 03:49
On a Saturday, 2 a.m. we’re heading separate ways home Like a drunken daze, High on sleepless nights, we hesitate, hold I don’t know if it ever occurred to you Where we'll be in 5 years’ time Yeah, I don’t know if it ever occurred to you Ever occurred to you. Yeah, yeah Down Main on the way back I didn’t even care I had to backtrack Porch light shining on your door mat I’m thinking that we’re waiting for the other one to say it so we Stay (If you want me I can) Stay Is it real? Purple lights and got Electric Feel on repeat Let’s be still Records spinning like our heads we move with the beat Feeling like there’s a lot on my mind, More than I can fit into an 8-bar rhyme A melody is playing so I step in time To the poetry that’s rising with the sweet sunshine And I’m thinking ‘bout the stars on your ceiling aglow ‘Bout the moon in the window when the curtains would blow And there's something you should know: Don’t leave me, just... Stay (If you want me I can) Stay (If you want me I can stay)
4.
Used to be inseparable I cleared your mind, you soothed my soul Now we’re in a coffee shop How’s it going? Did you reach your dreams yet? There were late nights, some pillow fights Secrets shared in autumn air Leaves falling, branches shaking Our colors slowly fading We grew up, we grew apart It makes me sad, but glad to see you doing so well I’ve taken notes on where we’ve been, So let’s stick to show and tell Like a favorite childhood toy, I Didn’t want to let you go Polaroids and ticket stubs, They’re in a box I can’t throw out yet We grew up, we grew apart It makes me sad, but glad to see you doing so well I've taken notes on where we've been, So let's stick to show and tell Sorry I’m always thinking Of when we were younger Can’t stay any longer See you later I’m just getting older This won’t keep me younger Can’t stay any longer Cuz I can't hold us together
5.
Take my hand for a moment Lose yourself tonight There’s no one in the world but you and I I don’t wanna end up alone I'm not gonna go on my own Come with me and maybe we can be Something other than ordinary Pirouette to catch your eye Try to hide my best smile. You’re reading all my signs I don’t wanna slow it down, ‘Cause this is not the way we should be moving, but it’s alright Take my hand for a moment Lose yourself tonight There’s no one in the world but you and I I can hear the nightlife calling Dance with me. We’re on repeat Beat for beat, routine, we’re synchronized (I’ll double down on you tonight) I can hear the nightlife calling Stuttered rhythm, fracture space and time The stars align, cast fears aside (Our universes collide) You look immaculate My god, I think you’re perfect. I look so desperate, How are you convinced I’m worth it? Let me try, oh, let me try To be a little more than all these other guys. When you take my hand, I’ll let you spin me around ‘til the sunrise. The bass line ebbs and flows with the drums inside my chest As I strike up conversation In the blink of an eye, we left the club behind To indulge in love so blind Now we’re dancing through the atmosphere, And I can barely breathe, but I’m okay with that If this is wrong, then I have no idea what’s right (I think you might’ve changed my mind.) One night, or the rest of our lives? I kissed you goodbye In the blink of an eye You were gone, An apparition disappeared Into the cosmic fog I’m an astronaut, Searching for my dancer in the stars I’d cross the constellations, Break the fourth dimension wide open If I could hold you one more time
6.
In Between 04:31
I really thought that you and I Were gonna work it out Blind to the signs, heading straight for the cliff side, We fell Over the edge Steep decline Whole time, I thought you were mine I’m convinced you lied About how you felt that night We fell Into your bed, But the piece of my heart that I left behind I know I’m never gonna get back Now I’m in between A sunrise dream and a sunset fade-to-black scene Full of memories Bittersweet reveries when I’m in a deep sleep Now I’m in between Being stuck in history and trying to find a way To break away from past mistakes And search for silver linings And brighter days Above the clouds And seeing clearly now, I’m not coming down You faked me out And made me lose my ground, Sent me tumbling I’ve regained my feet Your novelty is quickly wearing off of me Preserve what I have left And discern a new path What can I say? I’m a nice guy Gave you a second try Paid for the date, Then you say that you can’t stay late, And now we’re heading to your place, And all the dead space got me ramblin’ Subconscious mind knows I’m gamblin’ Take a breath, shake it off, I can handle it, Ain’t the type to turn my back and just abandon it Now, granted, It’s not everything I wanted Kinda sounds callous, but I gotta keep it honest Came to me with open arms, your fire was a false alarm It didn’t do you any harm. I’m guessing other guys are on it Yeah But anyway, you break away and say you’ll hit me up another day Now I’m in between, giving up the dream And falling right back in to my cell phone screen I’ve gotta let you go Or I might lose control It’s nothing personal, But I’m gonna take the high road And make sure to let you know While I try to keep composed It’s nothing personal I’ve gotta save my soul And I don’t know where you are anymore It’s like you threw the match before we settled the score Ever since you went away, I have been trying to find a way To reignite my light, but it looks so gray to me I’m pinned down by the weight of your memory It’s like I’m lost in a long-dead reverie, And I doubt that’s the answer you wanted, But I gotta be honest if I’m gonna spill my guts tonight It’s for the best, right? I’ll try to keep composed I’ve gotta let you go. I’ve got to let you go. I’ve got to let you go. I’ve got to let you go. I’ve got to let you—
7.
OWL 04:04
I won’t fall in line And let you play your games with me tonight Girl, you’re overrating yourself Who do you take me for? You think I’m knocking at your door? You think I’m coming back for more? Nah, I’ve got my Owl eyes Owl eyes I can see through all your lies Realize I’m the guy Whose heart you broke one too many times, And now I’m over it You seem to think that you’re perfect Well keep dreaming, baby Whatever helps you sleep at night I don’t feel a thing I’ll never let you get the best of me (Girl, you’re overrating yourself) Who do you take me for? You think I’m knocking at your door? You think I’m coming back for more? Nah, I’ve got my Owl eyes Owl eyes I can see through all your lies Realize I’m the guy Whose heart you broke one too many times, And now I’m over it You seem to think that you’re perfect Well keep dreaming, baby ‘Cause you know that I will… Owl eyes, owl eyes Look my way, I’ll crystallize Owl eyes, owl eyes Call my name, I’ll crumble You’ve been on my mind one too many times I’m trying to break away I used to think we were perfect Whatever helps you sleep at night Keep dreaming, baby, ‘cause you know that I will.
8.
Stuck 03:48
Flashback: Late night, cruising in the hatchback Had to get you home before your dad called Asking where you been at “Brothers on a Hotel Bed” Getting memories attached As we vibed out to Death Cab You were falling asleep In the passenger seat Sweet dreams at seventeen Yeah, I was young and naive Believing your love for me Was gonna last through the evening Listening back in my head to the words you said, They sound much softer now like you whispered them Take me back, run it all back, let me hear that again It’s like we’re fading out Hit rewind, Gonna play it back for the hundredth time Lose my mind, Technicolor scene has lost its shine Sunset skies. Blue is fading back to a silver line Back when my old eyes were wide I’m waist deep in the river, I’m tryna get myself clean Gotta wash away the doubt. Gotta let me go free If I’m tryna move it forward, then I guess I gotta leave Got me feeling st-- Leave it all behind; You’ve been living in the past Leave it all behind; You gotta let the feeling pass (I’d rather) Leave it all behind; You’ve been living in the past (I’d rather) Leave it all behind; You gotta let the feeling...
9.
It’s like we’re in stasis No real motion. Going to the same damn places That we used to I fall right back in Like I always do I think I have an addiction To the feeling in my soul When I ponder it, reminiscing I’m stuck waiting on the sun to rise ‘Cause my sunsets speak in volumes I remember when we were Back when we were Souls Frozen in a moment My heart found yours And I thought I had a real friend You made me feel Like I was safe at home, But now I’m all alone When you disappeared You stole a piece of me And now I'm incomplete In a moment too soon, There was nothing I could do I was dying at the thought of growing up and never seeing you The rivers and the roads and all the highways are a mess We can swap a note or photo maybe once a month at best Now I’m trying and trying not to cry—no lie Late at night when I look up and I see you in the sky All the stars abound; you’re not around, And I lack the words to describe what it feels like That’s a contradiction, But this is my intention: I don’t know if I’ll see you again I hate to lose a friend But the past gotta last ‘til then So call me when you can We’re movin’ too fast When time stands still That’s my only bastion Tell the second hand on the clock to slow it down And stop ticking away all the moments I’ve lost I don’t know what to feel anymore Guess I’ll bury all the memories of you beneath my floorboards There’s no starlight, only dust Absence, eternity turn to rust I’ve got to let you go But your ghost keeps pulling me close It’s like we’re in stasis No real motion. Going to the same damn places That we used to I can feel myself slipping right back like I always do I think I have an addiction To comparing what I should’ve done With what I am about to do All the moments where I went to the left 20/20, seeing clear that I should’ve gone right Nowadays, I am petrified Looking out the back door, trying to hypothesize Which choice I regret the most so I can start to cope It’s all a maze in my mind Old wounds have scabbed and scarred My soul is marred with marks where I cauterized It’s hard to say I wouldn’t rather press rewind
10.
So Far Gone 02:10
I hear your bittersweet melody It sounds flat, like we’ve fallen out of key You used to fill my ears, But now I’m switching off the speakers as you echo out behind me Yeah, I’ve got different goals to achieve, Higher notes to hit, new songs to sing I’m gonna stand on my own two feet And one step at a time, get moving Your memory no longer hinders me Inside’s where I’ll find the closure I seek Tune to a new frequency The things that haunted my past won’t control how I think From this moment on, I’ma do it for me, Convincing myself I deserve to be happy, ‘Cause hanging on has-beens has brought misery to me I’m done tearing out my heartstrings, With shit I regret and I wish I’d forget I’ve loved and I’ve lost and I’ve messed up, And I’ll ‘fess up that I couldn’t forgive it and live with all that My pain had became the one way I could stay sane. I was someone I hated. I was so far gone, Grown tired of the roads that I traveled on Lost hope for the return of who I used to be I was blind to any light in my dark surroundings I fell into your pit. Mentally, so sick Stuck in my own head ‘bout what I should have said, But at last, the time has come to lay my demons to rest With the horizon, sunrise: I’m born again I hear your bittersweet melody It sounds flat, like we’ve fallen out of key You used to fill my ears, But now I’m switching off the speakers as you echo out behind me Yeah, I’ve got different goals to achieve, Higher notes to hit, new songs to sing I’m gonna stand on my own two feet And one step at a time, get moving Your memory no longer hinders me Inside’s where I’ll find the closure I seek Tune to a new frequency The things that haunted my past won’t control how I think From this moment on, I’ma do it for me, Convincing myself I deserve to be happy, ‘Cause hanging on has-beens has brought misery, I swear to God, I’m done tearing out my heartstrings
11.
Coastlines 04:50
The California tide kept coming All along the shore we were running There’s a song in your head you kept humming We were standing at the edge of the world but said nothing Then you told me you could dance all night On the dock beneath the pretty string of lights And when you kissed me in the blue moonlight Every star shone bright, everything felt right Oh, when we grew older, We would ever hunger For another chance (But will we ever not look back?) Oh, the coastline’s calling, Back in time we’re falling At the water’s edge (But will we ever not miss that?) I never thought that I would Re-tracing my footprints, hopelessly You were washed into the sea The song running through my mind got me losing reality It’s now or never if I’m gonna go The June breeze lost its fresh green glow And neither you or I could have known... The waves enfold our feet Let’s take another step The siren sings her song, But we’re not turning back We swam with all our might To find where sea meets sky Explore the sands of time, But let the river guide you home Oh the coastline’s calling Back in time we're falling Oh, the coastlines calling, Back in time we’re falling At the water’s edge But will we ever not miss that? Oh, when we grew older, We would ever hunger For another chance (But will we ever not look back?) Oh, the coastlines calling, Back in time we’re falling At the water’s edge (The California tide pulls me in.)
12.
Back When 03:50
These places we have come to know, Morphing space and time as we go We’re watching it with old eyes We are spinning out of control Memories don’t fade Never fade Memories don’t fade Never fade These places we have come to know, Morphing space and time as we go We’re watching it with old eyes We are spinning out of control

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released September 14, 2018

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Roundabouts Milwaukee, Wisconsin

We are Roundabouts, an electronic music project from Wisconsin. We love to share stories and convey relatable emotions through clever lyrics, beautiful instrumentals, and making our own rules.

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